Thursday, December 23, 2010

I want Freedom :(

I'm not really willing to leave here.

BUT , I have no choice ..

My parent keeps calling me go home every time when they dial to me.

I not wish to quarrel with my parents because of this question anymore.

So...

I just listen to what they plan to me and ask me to do ...

Maybe, It is because that got some reason that make me not willing to go..

I wish to have more time to get closer to him/her.

All my friend are here , If I stay alone at the new strange place , really make me lonely and cranky.

✭ In this moment , I not really ready to have a New Life. ( If GOD really want me to have New Life in Sabah, then I just follow your words)

✭ I Love my church now. ( I worry when in Sabah , my parents not allow me to go to church anymore. Or else , hard to satisfied with the church )

✭ No more fella play L4D with me , no more outing with Cg members or joking with me.

I don't want to be a bird that without wings , freedom ..


To: GOD PaPa ..
Papa , I'm falling in a trap recently.
I can't even control myself to stop to imagine when not around me..
all the NICE or BAD memories keep flashing in my mind..
Sometimes is sweet , Sometimes is annoy and Sometimes is angry ..
What's next ??










Sunday, December 19, 2010

HOHOHO ~ Merry Christmas






End of 2010 is near..
And 2011 is " COMING " ..

after 5 days is CHRISTMAS DAY..
after 11 days is NEW YEAR EVE..

I really like Christmas very much..
Because can receive a lot of the Christmas greet and presents from parents, friends ..
Yesterday was the last cell group in 2010..
Is really happy because we celebrated Birthday to James & Silver..
we've some discussion about

" What We Learnt From This Few Month In 2010"
" What We Appreciate To Our Saviour "
" What Ways To Correct The Next Coming Drama on 2011"
and also
" Where To Celebrate The Christmas Meal"

Those are the question we discuss about ..


Hooray ,

Coming Wednesday is our cell group dating !!!
And coming Saturday is our last performance in Church

in Christmas day..

Yesterday was Sunday ..
I've been to KLCC for dinner with Steve and Danny after finished Drama practice ..

Sushi meal as dinner is Nice and Tasty , But EXPENSIVE ..

all the Sushi cost us RM83.10 ..

After meal we went to capture with the Purple Christmas decoration at the centre hall..

When I walked to centre , suddenly all the Last Friday memories pop up from my mind.
Because Last Friday I went to KLCC with Fish and Hillary for gathered..

and we had went to the same place to took photos..

The time with Hillary and Fish is really killing ME !!!

Because they will totally affect me to be Rude and Crazy.. hahahaXD

but I LOVE THEM MUCH

( that's my REAL ATTITUDE what ..)










Sunday, December 12, 2010

Let's ROCK for JESUS ~ ♥

12 of December 2010______♥_______ SUNNY DAY_______♥_______ HAPPY =)

Family pic :) left to right : rainbow (Emily) , ah Xu ( Steve) , Nanny ( Chuan)
Steve and I ... ♥
Mandy and I .. ♥
me, Emily and Mandy .. ♥
Angel , Rainbow girl , Nanny , TauFu Uncle


FINALLY .. we've done well in the Christmas event yesterday.
everything gone smoothly and full of blessing..
and we felt Nervous and Excited yesterday, because everyone one of us who involved in the Christmas Event are waiting for the day came and spread gospel to those who are not Christian yet on the party..
First time we organized the Christmas event. And we did well in everything, We organized Bazaar in church to own money for the Christmas event. We did the Christmas event's equipment in the whole November ( tired but ENJOY =D) , we do practice every Sunday after sunday service .. we stayed in church and rehearsal.

WE JUST WAITING FOR TODAY.. 11 of Dec

11 of DECEMBER 2010
Yesterday , everyone one of us went to church to decorated the party hall and rehearsal for the last time of the Drama. Afterward , we have a prayer meeting before the party start.. Before the party start , everyone had a nice dressed up and have make up..

Nanny's Look :D

OF course I'm the one who had the most terrible make up look. Because I'm the NANNY in the drama.. :)
* Long and Black eyes shadow ..
* Long Eye lash ..
* Sexy red lip..
* Sexy short wig ..
* G cup breast ..
* Purple Sarong wear ..
* DARK MOLE ~

Thanks to LORD and my family & friends.
Because they support me and bless me in the drama.. some of them came to see my performance in the party yesterday.

EVERYONE LET'S ROCK FOR GOD !!!

Because the pastor that service in our church told us that we had a very good job last night , so wish to invite us to have a DRAMA PERFORMANCE again on the Christmas day 25 of Dec 2010 .






Sunday, December 5, 2010

Emma tired♥

Emma Tired..
I slept at 4am yesterday..
BUT ..
woke up in 8:30am morning..
to prepare to church for SUNDAY SERVICE !!!

I LOVE SUNDAE ..
because every sunday is only for GOD !!!

And yet, I had do the same things as last week..
But..
I more enjoy in the rehearsal today..
everything gone not very well to WELL
some mistake kept appear around in the rehearsal..
FORTUNATELY..
in the end, everything gone smooth and GOOD..

I'm enjoy today ..
because I have dressed up myself to look more match with my character..
" 奶妈 " = " MILK MOM "
it's so funny when I saw my look..
Black eyes cat.. with BIG BREAST !!!
and wear PURPLE's SARONG..
Look ELEGANT !!!

whatever !!!

hahahahaa =D

What we did in church today ..
* rehearsal for 3 times..
* took our LUNCH and DINNER in church today..
* everyone PRAY HARD for the Christmas Event..
* listened to the messages from Pastor Yee from philiphines..
and MORE MORE MORE !!!

here I pray is ..

God father , here I Wish that all of us who are joining to do service in this Christmas Event , can have a good challenge , learn to have a good communicate with partners , improve in sing , improve in the acting for Drama , have a good Decoration for the Christmas scene in Church for the Christmas night.. Everyone of us can transform to more powerful , energy, friendly and attracted . Wish can bring more people to come and a lots to do .. Thanks God for blessing.. AMEN!!!

EVERYONE , FIGHTING !!!
We do our BEST, GOD will do the REST !!!

woow, woow, woow ~






Friday, December 3, 2010

DECEMBER is here ..

Finally I'm blogging here again.. : HELLO EVERYONE ~
I spoiled my Lovely lappy.. and now I have no more Lappy to Blog , MSN , Facebook and ....eventhrough I'm free ..
I'm so boring at home everyday..
I really wish that would have a new Lappy to play or some activities to do ..

DECEMBER ..

Finally , DECEMBER is here.. every Christian are waiting for this month for every year..
And I'm the one also.. ^^
I LOVE DECEMBER because I can get some present , celebrate Christmas and also will make me imagine How good if I travel to a Winter place to celebrate Christmas with my beloved and family or friends.. =) ( really hope this dreams will come true to me in one day )

Tomorrow will have the first day of Drama rehearser after finish sunday service in CLC church..
Quite a bit nervous and excited if I have a fully make up and dress up like a Aunty.. hahahaXD
Will I look pretty or Ugly??
just wait for my next Blog.. i will add some photos of my make up photos and some memories of the rehearser.

Since the first day of december 2010 untill today, I really done a lot of thing in these day..
* went to Sunway to celebrated my best friend's birthday ..
* went to Pub for BEER.. ( I had no drunk on that day .. thanks GOD Blessing)
* went to "FULL HOUSE" restaurant for the birthday's dinner.. ( my dreams restaurant that I wish can go one day) =)
* Sang K in Red Box (release stress and enjoy the time with friends)
* knew more friends in Sunway area.. ( they are quite friendly and 38..)
* Promoted the Christmas Event in TARC !!!
* Booked Flight Ticket under the pouring rain when rushed to do something very Urgent !!!
* went to Jusco with the two cutiest bro and sis = Terence and Peisi , to bought RED colour clothes and went to saloon to have a new hair cut !!!
* DO-ING drama's equip ...

JUST LIKE RAINING DAY ... !!!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

1st Anniversary with GOD and CFM members ♥

很高兴,很轻松,很充实的一天啊 因为今天是神所订的日子。AMEN !!!
每个星期日都要留在教会里排练那圣诞布道会的歌舞剧。
今天也不例外。而且今天还有特别为神做的任务,那就是跑腿去genting klang 那做布道会的宣传。
虽然感到很累,但是开心,起码有再次让我学习如何为神做事。
我们小组里的组员都分为好几个队伍。
其中我就被派和STEVE (猪八戒) CHARMEN (沙吾静) KOK MUN (唐三藏)而我就是那可爱又调皮的(顺吾空)为一组。哈哈哈
好可爱的一个组合唷。
在这任务当中我们彼此都有带有分工合作和喜悦神的心来对待这过程。最让我难以忘记的就是我们行走那天桥共有4遍 , 感觉就像在考验我们的体力和忍耐力。
最后我们4人还是一起挨过了一切的考验。感谢主,AMEN !!!

今天也很让我开心的是,我们最幽默和最有智慧的 QUESTER FUFU 又长大一岁了,万岁!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , QUESTER !!! veet veet ..
而且这一天也是我到来信义会和认识小组的弟兄姐妹们的第一年周年纪念! 
没想到我已在这教会和这小组里活了1年。
我很爱“神”,当然也爱小组里的弟兄姐妹们,因为我相信这都是神所差派到我身边来改变我的人。
我爱你们!!!
(突然又想起你们那可爱的脸蛋,好想你们噢)T^T

前几天所做过的事。
星期六:我到教会里练习歌舞剧至到下午,过后在晚上就到了“细菌先生”家去练习我个人的戏剧部分(奶妈)。这位细菌很用心的教导我而且还逗我笑得见牙不见眼。哈哈哈XD 真的很感谢神赐我这位老师来我身旁。

星期四和五:我的最爱“电脑”坏掉了。没有电影,没有上网,没有聊天,没有传送照片!!! 有够闷的,咳! 电脑,没有你的日子里,我会更加珍惜自己。

终于和多年不见面的姑姑见面了!
真的有够想念的,因为还记得以前小时候的我时常拿着电话不停的跟在西马求学的姑姑要买漂亮的“笔”。没想到一眨眼就已是十几年前的事。而现在这姑姑都嫁到沙捞越去,而且还在那教书当老师,因为这姑姑不但漂亮和聪明而且还很疼我呢!哈哈哈。

前几天姑姑和她的家人就约我在MID VALLEY 见面,没想到当我看见她时,突然感觉时间真的不留人,因为不少的皱纹已深深的出现在她脸上,让我看见很心疼。而另外也让我知道我已不是当年要姑姑买笔给我的那小朋友了。=(

姑姑,我会不断为你和你的家人天天祷告,求主保守你们一家人健康,喜乐和平安。愿神保守你们,赐福于你们。AMEN !!!
 
最近在我身边不少的朋友也遇到不愉快的事。
祈求天父爸爸,不断地保守我身边的朋友和我家人呀!因为他们都是我身边的全部,当然天父也不例外。保守大家健康,快乐,平安。AMEN !!!

祷告是最容易亲近“神”的其中一个方法,因为“神”不但会听我们的祷告而且还会大大赐予我们,所以想认识“上帝”就从最简单的步骤开始吧,朋友们!加油呀!




Thursday, November 18, 2010

Lost Then Found ◕ ‿ ◕

GOOD NEWs , GOOD NEWs ..

The one always Laugh , Crazy and Smart people has already come back ..

Who is he ..?? XOXO ~
Is he Jay Chou .. ?? LeeHom ..?? Or JJ Lin ..??

"NO" .. all are wrong..

He is " LIAW TECK CHUAN ".. veet veet ~~

The one always get moody , jealousy and angry has gone..
because our " GOD " saved him from the trap of Evil ..

So , what " Chuan " would like to say is .. " Thanks to GOD that always take care of him and also his lovely family and friends " ..

And Now ,I would like to pass this to the NEW"chuan"to continue ..

WOW ~ Thanks for everyone support me here .. Finally I'm back ..

I'm happy and feel grateful .. Because my lovely GOD has send his love heaven's army to my side when the time I'm sad and facing trouble ..

He saved me in the trap .. He wake me up when I feel want to give up.. He clean my tears .. He listen to my complain .. He never fail me ... He love me .. He treat me good all the time..

Who is HE ??

He is GOD , He is the one who dead on the cross because of our criminal !!!

I'm appreciate to GOD that always listen to my pray and comfort me when I hiding to cry .. He is really fantastic and gorgeous ..

I'm the new born baby ... I want to have a different life .. I want to depend on GOD ..

So, I promise to GOD that I must Gospel to my dearest family, friends and world !!! Wish that I can fulfill my promise to GOD , but before I do gospel to my dearest , I must have to prepare well for myself and also GOD.

Do read BIBLE and PRAY always :)

Don't broke promise .. Because this is very urgent to me...

In conclusion is , I lost for 2 week more but then found back by GOD .. So THANKS GOD !!! LOVE ya ..

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Zodiac " SNAKE " ..


“ 蛇 ”


属蛇的人性格很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,高兴的时候,会拼命的说话, 不高兴的时候,一句话也不说. 属蛇的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的 属蛇的把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中. 属蛇的最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人. 属蛇的不容易爱上一个人,但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤,总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友

属蛇的是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人 属蛇的喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口. 属蛇的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤. 属蛇的心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到. 属蛇的嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭 .

属蛇的选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西 . 属蛇的总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着. 属蛇的座的人天生敏锐,与生具备的第六感,对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力,但狮子座的人会把这些东西放在心里,狮子座的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清 楚,但却不会告诉你,他用旁观的态度判定虚伪 . 属蛇的人不懂甜言蜜语,不屑拍马屁 . 属蛇的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人 .

属蛇的人不会真的发火,就算生 气,也很快忘记! 属蛇的人只对真正懂他的人,展示他的创造性,他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视, 当他越是沉默,就代表他越是生气 . 属蛇的人可能看起来很凶,其实内心是最柔软的 . 属蛇的人看起来很冷淡,但那只是保护自己的方法 . 属蛇的人很重视友情,但被伤害后绝对不再友善 .

属蛇的人很容易被感动,但感动中又保有理智 . 属蛇的人可能看起来很坚强,其实是最脆弱的 . 属蛇的人可能很爱哭,但他的哭并不代表认输 . 属蛇的人可能看起来很笨,其实大智若愚 .

属蛇的人可能做事很毛躁,但内心很细心 . 属蛇的人天生敏感和细腻,却会用心鉴定 .

属蛇的懦弱,受了伤之后,只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣 .

属蛇的虚伪,明明已经心痛到无法呼吸,还要在 最爱的他面前假装坚强;不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界

属蛇的笑容,无论开心或者悲伤,巨蟹都是一脸 笑容,笑容,是他们伪装自己最好的武器,

属蛇的眼泪,从不轻易让人看见,他的泪,从来只有她知道,只是,谁又知道,在巨蟹的笑脸背后,埋藏的是深深的悲伤,笑的越开心,伤的越深 .

属蛇的退缩, 属蛇的,永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢,除非真的喜欢到了极点,否则,要巨蟹座表白几乎不可能,但是,一旦表白,巨蟹座就是不遗余力的付出,即使知道这样做换 来的结果可能是深深的伤害…

属蛇的,永远只可能做同一件事两次,表白也一样,同一个人,只可能听到巨蟹向你最深的表白两次,两次之后,就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着,巨蟹也没有 勇气再说第三遍我爱你…巨蟹的退缩,不能重复一件事第三次 .

属蛇的愚蠢,不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心,只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。

受了伤的 属蛇的,只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛.

属蛇的:体贴第一名,爱吃第一名,爱家第一名,孝顺第一名,多愁善感第一名。

Sunday, November 14, 2010

低落的一天 :(

天父爸爸 !!!

我很辛苦,很难受啊~~~!!!
每当我独自一人的时候,脑海里就开始胡思乱想!!!
而我一次又一次的被魔鬼打败了 ~~~
我又一次败在 “依赖” 和“孤独”
我很痛苦 !!!

我很害怕孤独,和安静。
因为我知道自己会想太多,每当安静时。
所以我都希望能够让自己能好过一点。
可是我却偏偏没有为身边的朋友来想。
他们不回答我问题时,是不是因为我很烦和吵所以不理我?
对不起呀,朋友 !!!

爸爸
不懂为什么每当我看见,就会开始胡思乱想。
我不断地为自己祷告
祷告的当儿,我却是以一张泪脸在跟神说话!!!
我很希望能够大大的哭一场!!!
不断地向自己说:没事的。
可是那都是骗人的。
骗得了别人,却骗不了自己的心和上帝!!!
我知道魔鬼时常利用和刺激我最大的弱点。
而我最大的弱点就是 : 感情 
魔鬼就在这方面攻击我
使到我的情绪不断地起起落落在近两星期。
可是在昨天和今天那臭鸡蛋又在次重重的攻击我了!

在教会排练时,我又再一次进入低潮。
因为没事做,所以只好一个人在后面练习。
突然间我身边的YY就跟我单独的讲说很多见证和过去在教会的储藏室里
还为我来了个“祷告”
很感谢她。
因为她不但一直为我祷告,而且还不断的安慰和教导我。
谢谢你呀。

在这祷告后没多久,不懂为什么突然又再一次感到低落。
所以就独自一人走进厕所里哭!!!
幸亏在厕所哭的那两次没人知道,
不然真的尴尬死我了。

总而言之,这整个下午都带着兔子眼睛来面对人丫!!!

很巧刚刚我突然想阅读郑秀文的面子书时
一打开,既然让我看见这一片经文

“ 喜乐的心乃是良药
忧伤的灵使骨枯干 ”

A Cheerful heart is a medicine

所以我要好好地为自己不断的祷告。
求啊爸“ 天父
赶走那在我心里的忧伤,
和填满满的喜乐给我。

因为我知道最终 “上帝爸爸” 才是赢家。
爸爸这是要让我学习,让我成长!!!

谢谢你 “上帝爸爸

谢谢 YY
谢谢 ah Ning
谢谢 Emily
谢谢 Jia Ming

谢谢你们(组员们)的关心和祷告。
我爱你们 !!!
我会学习刚强 ,独立,依靠上帝!!!

不要再流眼泪了,因为你还有上帝在看顾!!!
抹掉眼泪。

再次跟自己说:我是能的!!!


gur..gurr...gurrr... 肚子又在呼唤我 : 饿了 , 我要食物。












Thursday, November 11, 2010

Random Post




Some of the new movie has been released in the theaters .. YEAH , HOORAY !!!
Among them , we watched two new movie in the November..

that is called "LIFE AS WE KNOW IT " and " UNSTOPPABLE "
this two movie are quite nice story ..
So , must watch this when free or holiday ^^

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY !!!


I'm enjoy with it too !!!




My word in Heart ..

Using a song to describe about my feeling now .. Don't know what should I do to you now , But I just hope that can be Close To You .. Why you can always make me in criminal ?? But I don't care anymore .. I don't care what criminal I having .. I just only care about you , GOD !!

CLOSE TO YOU


Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you...

Why do stars fall off from the sky
Everytime you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be,
Close to you...

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
They decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair
And put a starlight in your eyes so blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you, all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you...

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you....

Just like me, they long to be
Close to you....

Aah...
Close to you....
Close to you....
Close to you....
Close to you....

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

我會好的 ♥

如果你的心情又处于下雨状况,那就尝试用陽光的心態和能量去面對。
望著鏡中的自己大聲說:會好的

亲爱的天父爸爸 ...

不懂为什么自己最近那么的情绪化 ~
是因为某某人吗?
还是给予自己太多的压力?
有时真的会很希望有一位是真真了解我的人出现在我面前听听我的问题 。
嫉妒的性格请离我而去...
讨厌的嘴脸请离我而去 ...


你的礼貌都去了哪里?
请不要把你不喜爱的都掏到你朋友身上去 ...
一旦你在不改变,朋友们将会离你而去 ...

学习容忍,学习面带笑容的去面对你不喜爱的 ...
望着镜中里的自己大声说: 我会为“ ” 做改变 ...
我不会再做 “ ” 不喜悦的事 ...

廖德川要突破,要改变 !!!
告诉自己: 你是可以的 !!!

AMEN ...

Sunday, November 7, 2010

雨天的心情

SADNESS , JEALOUSY and IDIOT thinking .. now is the time to go away from me ..

I really hope that your don't come back to me again ..
WHAT happen to a??
WHAT make you jealous for ??
WHAT make you feel sad??
WHO make you have a idiot thinking??
WHO make you disappointed for??

STOP imagine about that .. Just be yourself...
NOT the time to have a relationship now...
So ...
give up .... ( I willing to do that)

Here, is your GOD !!!
Just pass up all the sadness , jealousy, idiot thinking and bad attitude to GOD !!!

GOD will always protect you ..
GOD will always leading you in good way ..
GOD will always give the best one to you ..
GOD will arrange the good time for you to have thats !!!

S
o , just be patient !!!
KEEP PRAYING for that you wish to have !!!
BELIEVE IN GOD
KEEPING firm to our GOD

CHUAN !!!

you will be the next Eagle that rise up to the sky ..
challenge will come for you every day ..
So , prepare well for the coming ..

READ BIBLE & PRAY HARD TO GOD
this two ways is the BEST choice for myself ..

GO GO GO !!!
FIGHT with IT !!!








Sunday, October 31, 2010

“ 不要惊动爱情


很想轻抚你所以避开你
宁愿用距离去令你好奇
回避过眼神先偷偷喘
气吩咐守避放在原地
全民浪漫太快爱恋都走得快
才会迟迟未步向你说一世爱护你

情太过汹涌像深海而我却会忍耐
但求来日你醒过来这份情像翅膀打开
还没有相拥别意外神教会我等待
待情流像细水才去承诺你拿一生兑换爱

很心急拥抱所以在祷告
求甜蜜以前带着你漫步
游历过旅途等一天终
老生老病死一起细数
原来慢慢靠近更珍惜这一吻
而我停留是为了你要给予你护荫

能为爱恋学习按捺情信寄进心内
但求能学会倚靠神爱被驯服过更精彩
仍地老天荒亦不更改时间永远等待
等你情愿那天才去承诺你无止境那份爱

我用沉默叫醒爱情你用期待做你反应
继续行近直至开始爱 ...

This song was singing by SAMMI 郑秀文.. I LIKE THIS SONG MUCH !!! Because This song make me realize What Is LOVE ..


LOVE GOD , LOVE FAMILY , LOVE FRIENDS , LOVE MONEY , LOVE JOB , LOVE HEALTHY , LOVE BLESSING and LOVE for MYSELF ...

Friday, October 29, 2010

♥天蝎座♥


一、天蝎不喜欢浮华的爱情,只想平淡地爱,但要刻骨铭心。

二、天蝎有时的想法很极端,比如和恋人正好好的,他/她还 会想:假如有一天要是分手了,对方也会很后悔,因为自己给对方的爱是别人代替不了的。

三、天蝎不喜欢争吵,大多数情况下会 用沉默来代替内心的不良情绪。但若遇到十分气恼的情况,他/她会发威,结果是口不择言,不用费劲地说世界上最恶毒的语言说出来给对方听,中伤对方。但过不 了两天,天蝎自己会主动反省,为自己的言语感到失态和后悔。

四、天蝎喜欢钻牛角尖,同一件事情发生后,到天蝎这里就被他们 多想了三圈,而那些冒出来的想法大都是胡思乱想的结果,最终天蝎自己还会反问:为什么会是这样呢?其实他们所想的事根本就没发生。有点古怪哦!

五、 天蝎怕孤独,对于感情也十分敏感,对方的一个小小的动作或眼神,他们都会看在眼里记在心里,接下来的事情就是天蝎开始猜想对方的心思了,猜来猜去,是为了 让对方感觉到自己的用心良苦和自己对恋人深刻的爱。

六、天蝎不喜欢向恋人说出自己的一些想法,因为害羞或是别的什么原因, 天蝎自己也说不好。他们更喜欢或是希望对方能猜出他们的心思来,若对方没有能猜中天蝎的想法,天蝎便会对恋人很失望,觉得恋人不了解自己。

七、 天蝎座的人有一点刘若英为爱痴狂里的那种人的特点,对待爱情是傻傻的,直直的。总之,如果你爱天蝎的话,他/她表面的所作所为只是为了证明他/她是多么地 爱你。珍惜天蝎的爱吧,因为他们是很认真的在爱着你。

八、天蝎的他/她很希望能和对方有默契,达到共识。于是便会做一些近 乎讨好对方的事情,但这并不能算是卑微,哪怕最后只得来对方一个甜甜的笑,对于他们来说,就是一种莫大的满足和成就。

九、 天蝎平常的脾气是典型的外冷内热,但能被他们热到的人并不多,越是天蝎表面对你很热情的话,那大都能证明一点,他/她对你没有太大的兴趣。反之,表面上对 你带搭不理,其实内心已经在向你靠近了,当然也不是每次都是这样,这就要看你的眼力了。说不定天蝎烦你烦得要死,连那份表面的热情也赖得装给你看。

十、 不得不讲的是,天蝎座的人有时有些神精质,自愚的能力也挺强。从他们嘴里可以不太困难地听到一些奇怪的话,他们不以为然,也不会理会恋人听到这些话之后的 反应。

十一、天蝎的人很怕自己身边有亲密关系人的否定,比如家人恋人对他们的一些指责或是批评,并不是天蝎不勇于承认错 误,而是他们认为连自己身边的人都不信任自己,这会使他们暗自很伤心

十二、至于天蝎的那个方面,就略过吧,经历过的人应该 更有发言权,(网上随处可见关于天蝎那方面很强的言论),不说了

十三、天蝎爱起来就像火山爆发,恨起来就像冰山一角。这个 还是有些道理的,天蝎的爱有时会让对方受宠若惊,甚至有些防不胜防的感觉。

十四、天蝎天生就有一种保护人的欲望,外出购物的时候他们的本能 是要首先掏腰包的,不是虚荣,而是一种给自己自信的途径,看到对方满足的样子便倍有成就感。总之他们喜欢自己处于强势。

十 五、天蝎很少会对人说:求这个字。因为他们觉得求人不好,好像会影响自己的形象,所以宁可这件事不做了,也不会轻易开口向别人求助,他们只是不想欠别人 的。

十六、天蝎有些自我折磨的倾向,一旦失恋之后,便会多日走不出失恋的阴影。内心渴望着对方能回心转意,当然是在对方先 提出分手的情况下,虽然如此,倘若真的对方有所回头,天蝎又会因为那骨子里天生的冷酷而断然拒绝对方。

十七、天蝎在一些事 情上是有预感的,即使有些事恋人没有如实地讲出来,天蝎的他/她却早已了解实情,但却不会当面揭穿恋人,内心还会有些得意,认为对方的小伎俩小想法早已尽 在自己的掌握之中。

十八、天蝎在和恋人在一起时,就会变得很傻,傻到好像世界是静止的一样,他/她可能不会考虑任何现实中 会发生的事情,以及周围人对他们的看法。彷拂天蝎一和恋人见面,便会钻进一个不透明的盒子里,傻傻的,还算是傻得可爱吧。

十 九、当天蝎和自己的恋人闹别扭时,开始的时候他们会很坚决,大有一种决不首先向对方妥协的势气。时间一久,天蝎就开始想对方的好了,于是自己主动找上 门和恋人和好如初就像什么都没有发生过。虽然蝎子的内心是有些气的,但一见到恋人就又“傻”过去了,这就是我所了解的天蝎,自我矛盾加自我折磨的天蝎。

二 十、天蝎座有时会宠坏了恋人,即使一个天蝎的女生也会像个“男生”一样宠着自己的恋人,难怪网上有种说法说天蝎座的女生能活得像个男生一样,因为好多事她 们完全有能力处理和解决,甚至是在男友面前也会抑制不住自己去做一些该由男生来做的事。

二十一、天蝎MM不喜欢在男人面前 示弱,即使这件事本该男人来做,但当她们看到自己的男人在做事的时候不足够利落和潇洒时,她们便会忍不住去揽下来,自己做。

二 十二、天蝎对恋人正面的批评很反感,甚至是恼怒。并不是不愿意听恋人的劝告,因为那些批评的语言会让他们觉得对方是在羞辱自己,如果对方以一种开玩笑的语 气讲他们的缺点,他们会更乐意接受并且在内心感激恋人的包容。

二十三、天蝎女生表面坚强,嘴巴硬,说话狠。其实内心很容易 受到伤害。当自己的恋人做了让她们很难过的事,她们心里默默地难过,感觉自己像个受伤的,却勇敢站在人群中的雕像一样,漠然地看着身边那些恋人们的甜蜜欢 笑。这时的天蝎说话比平常少得多,没有心情再像平时那样和周围的人谈笑风声。

二十四、当发现周围的人都躲着天蝎的时候,天 蝎们也觉得很好笑,可能有的人还会认为天蝎是个怪人,有点喜怒无常的感觉,这一点虽然不及巨蟹那么明显。蝎子心里倒会想的是,这样也挺好的,省掉了和身边 的人应付的话语,只是孤独多了一些。

二十五、天蝎的同性朋友并不是很多,因为他们对朋友的定义好像有点严格了,那种酒肉朋 友他们是决不看在眼里的,就算表面上和你有说有笑,内心却厌恶得要死。他们当然能很清楚地知道自己需要什么样的人来做朋友,只有那些有信誉够义气很少玩嘴 的人,才会让天蝎放下心来和他们做交心的朋友。顺便说一句:天蝎对自己的朋友是很好的,自己吃一些亏也无所谓,只要朋友能在他们需要的时候陪他们聊聊就足 够。对于朋友的一些事情,他们也会当做是自己的事情一样,热心去帮助对方。如果你身边有一个天蝎的好朋友的话,应该是比较幸福的哦!

二 十六、再说说天蝎的异性朋友吧,在没有正式的男友或女友之前,天蝎的异性朋友还是不少的。因为他们觉得那是一种象征,象征自己是惹人喜爱的。这句话有点儿 过头!至于要不要发展成为男/女友,他们倒是几乎每个人都想过,不是花心,而是天蝎天生爱瞎想,想像一下和某某人如果在一起会怎样对于他们来说是件很有趣 的事,但只是想像,很少会主动行动。

二十七、一旦天蝎有了男/女友,原本很好的异性朋友关系就变了。天蝎会很有分寸地和他 们来往,决不轻易越限。相反,如果天蝎的异性朋友有了他们的男/女友,天蝎一样会保持距离的和好友们来往。,天蝎们真诚地希望朋友能得到自己的幸福。

二 十八、恋人之间在要分手的那段时间,经常会打电话不接发短信不回之类的。天蝎对于这样一种状况是非常恼怒的。他们认为就算要分开恋人也犯不着躲着自己。对 方越是没反应,天蝎越是说一些恶毒的话来中伤或是讽刺恋人,以此来抒发内心的愤怒。

二十九、在天蝎刚认识一个新的恋人之 后,天蝎的行动便开始了。即使发现了对方的有意隐瞒或欺骗,天蝎并不会当时就揭发出来,而是一步步地看着对方露出马脚,不能自圆其说。到那时候,天蝎再冷 冷地扬长而去。虽然天蝎也许会有些生气,但因为最终当面揭穿了对方的谎言,那是会让天蝎很有成就感的!在内心永远都会鄙视那个欺骗自己的人。所以,友情提 醒一句:千万别骗天蝎,一旦被发现,会面子扫地的。其实天蝎只是很专情, 不许对方骗他们感情而已。

三十、天蝎喜欢占卜, 什么星座啦属相啦,他们都比较关心。对于一个刚认识不久的恋人来说,天蝎们会很有兴志地查看关于星座配对啊,其实只是为了想证明一 点:自己的选择是正确的,如果碰到说两人不合的情况,天蝎会在心里告诉自己:这都是瞎说的!唉!蝎蝎啊,在这一点上真是有些自欺欺人。

三 十一、天蝎对于结婚这件事,是有顾虑的。天蝎对恋人的了解是很有趣的。他们有一段时间只对恋人的某一方面进行了解甚至着迷。等过了这段时间,会急着去寻找 恋人身上其他的方面,好好珍惜蝎蝎吧,他们的爱大多不掺杂质,纯纯的,傻傻的。

三十二、天蝎是害羞的,在公众场合总不太喜 欢与恋人有太份亲密的动作,他/她会觉得有失大雅,即使在只有两个人的场合,他们也不太好意思把自己的激情全部释放,因为:蝎蝎们怕自己的热情吓坏了恋 人。所以说:蝎蝎还是有顾忌的,远不象网上说的那样我行我素

三十三、女蝎蝎理解的世界上的男人应该是个顶天立地、勇敢、讲 诚信的硬汉,但也要适时地懂得情调之类。这要求是不是有些高?但往往现实中天蝎没有那么地幸运遇到这样的男人。若遇到了女性化或是做事狭隘的男人,天蝎会 把毫不留情地把他看扁的,然后痛骂一顿转身就走。 相反男蝎对自己的另一半要求是:要有女人味儿,而且越浓越好,这样他们骨子里的那股保护恋人的冲动便有了发挥的空间,男蝎不喜欢女强人或是太过幼稚的女人 做他的妻子,他认为一个女人应该是聪明、勤奋温柔且爱家的。

三十四、综上所述,要做好一个天蝎的恋人,还是很不容易的(因 为天蝎对恋人的要求有点儿高)同理,若你已成为了天蝎的恋人,也证明你非常优秀,至少在天蝎的眼里。

三十五、天蝎骨子里有 伤感的成份,所以在遇到像这样的雨天,他们的心里就会“触景生情”,变得很温柔。实话的说,蝎蝎们平时并不是很柔情,蝎蝎是喜欢浪漫气氛的,当然有他们自 己的方式。

三十六、蝎蝎的醋意是蛮足的,所以千万不要在这方面故意挑衅他们的忍受力,他们会很恼火的。如果别的星座有爱吃 醋的人的话,那么蝎蝎能算得上是醋厂了,随时随地可能吃醋,即使是恋人有意的一些玩笑也会让他们难过好久的。

三十七、天蝎 有时会口是心非,虽然其实星座的人也会这样,但天蝎……是那种不被理解的口是心非型。比如:小时候家人主动要为蝎蝎们买个玩具啊,糖果啊之类的,蝎蝎们明 明心里想要,也会嘴上不承认。如果家人明白给他们买了的话,他们会很开心,但如果家人不买了,蝎蝎们又会自己偷偷难过好久。这逻辑是不是很反常啊?这就是 蝎子,爱让别人猜心思的蝎子,口是心非!

三十八、蝎MM和蝎GG骨子里是争强好胜的,他们总是不服气为什么别人会轻易地超 出自己,(尽管有时骑的是自行车!)这一点也很古怪。如果遇到蝎蝎生气的时候,那你就更不要和他们比了,比不过的。而且越是在恋人面前,越是要表现得自己 很“强”,哪怕是蝎MM他们自己都说不清楚干嘛要这么做。

三十九、蝎蝎的心很软,比如:和恋人闹别扭了,不管是谁的错,只 要恋人主动回头只要不是原则上的事,用不了几名“甜言蜜语”蝎蝎就软了,立马和恋人又腻在一起,好像什么都没发生过一样,虽然有时对方并不这么认为。

四 十、蝎蝎的耐性是不好的。虽然网上有好多关于蝎蝎坚韧的说话,若是让蝎蝎面对一个又哭又闹的小孩,他们多半是会疯的。刚开始蝎蝎还会相对温和地对待并且不 断提醒自己:要温柔要有耐心,若不见效果,那么便会是一顿发作,连吵带打武力解决!

Monday, October 25, 2010

my 21st birthday is in today 1026 ^^

26.10.2010

Today is my 21st birthday ..
So , HAPPY !!!


Nothing to do, so just replying All the Greet and Wishes in FACEBOOK ..
HAHAHA :D

Thanks to GOD..
Thanks to my Parents..
Thanks to my FriendS ..

I believe this day is setting by GOD , So I would like to Thanks to GOD that bringing me into this world.. ^^
Second that I would like to Thanks to my Parents, Because they gave me HAPPY , WARM, SUPPORT , MONEY, CHANCE, FREE , SURPRISE , PRESENT and a lot ..
But the MOST important is Thanks to my parents that give me LOVE..

Mama , Baba , Gor Gor, Bui Bui, Poh Poh.. I LOVE YOU ALL !!!

Third , i would like to Thanks is to my friends.. Sandakan Friends, Kampar Friends, Kuala Lumpur Friend, Tour Guide friends, Facebookies , Church Friends and a lot..

Conclusion is .. I LOVE YOU ALL !!!

Still have no plan to celebrate my birthday.. But never mind, I believe GOD will plan it for me..
and GOD will Bless me abundantly..


Sunday, October 24, 2010

TIRING DAY !!!
sleepy now , but I must blog something here now..

Actually, I just went home from GENTING !!!
I went to Genting for 2 day 1 night ..
And this Retreat Camp was offering to CFM members.
I'm the ONE of the member too..
XOXO ~

I had learn a lot through this trip ..
And I knew a lot to GOD !!!

THANKS GOD !!!

" Hallelujah "

I felt proud because I joined this camp and seen a lot of the miracles from GOD's giving ..
In the camp , I feel Happiness , Full of Blessing and the Power of GOD !!!
Through this camp , I knew to must have more confidence to GOD..
Must know to start to set the " read Bible " in my routine everyday..
and start to pray to GOD everyday in my routine TOO ~

And my dearest Cell group members and I have improve our friendship MORE through this camp..
We have good talking and good sharing about own experience to each other ..
I LOVE THOSE ACTIVITIES in the camp !!!
Thanks GOD for giving me this MUCH !!!

I LOVE GOD !!!

And I'm happy because through this camp I get surprise too ^^
My dearest cell group members were giving me a BIG BIRTHDAY SURPRISE in midnight !!!
They all are blessing me and at the time..
I can felt GOD blessing me too at the same time...
So , I had decide that I must bring my FAMILY and FRIENDS to GOD !!!

GOD is HUMAN's saviour ..

So, we must Believe in GOD ..
when we facing happiness or sadness ...
that's giving by him !!!
He is our Heaven Daddy !!!

BLESSING ya ^^







Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Nothing Special

BORING ..
is a boring day for me again ~~
I really hope can get some job to fulfill the time ..
NO JOB , NO MONEY !!!

I'm just get a job on next Monday ..
But the Job are quite simple but TIRED !!!
because have to wake up in the early morning at 3am ..

GOSH ~~!!!!

I gonna crazy when I heard that ..
But I have to face it ..
RM150 is mine ...
No one can snatch from ME !!!
it is belong to me .. !!!

FIGHT , FIGHT , FIGHT !!!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Latest Update ..

Seems long time didn't update my blog here.
I'm fine over here actually .
and kinda busy these weeks ..
because have to lead tour and start preparing for the church's drama.
So, happy that I'm the one actor of the Drama.
HAHAHA ^^
start from next week , I have to start practice the drama with my other church friends..
WAO~~ so excited and nervous with it..

I have to shared the another good news is..
my KAMPAR FRIENDS had just went to KL for their 3 month training ..
fortunately , some of my Best friends were moving to metroview condo to stay ..
That's means we not only ex-coursemates ..
WE' RE CONDO's mates now.. Veepii.. XD
And the last that I would like to share is ..

IS " OCTOBER " AGAIN !!!

I LOVE OCTOBER .. Do your know why ??
because my birthday is coming soon again.. and this year is my 21st birthday ..
wish to have a unforgettable birthday memory in this 2010 year ..
1st . WISH that can celebrate with BELOVED FAMILY ..

2nd . WISH can celebrate with my ....
... BELOVED FRIENDS ...
... BELOVED CHURCH FRIENDS ...
... BELOVED TOUR GUIDE FRIENDS ...

3rd . WISH to have a long distance video call with my BEST FRIEND .. ANNIE CHOK ..
hang out together with Butterfly sis.. ANGEL CHIA SIAN SIAN ..
EMILY " N " Ah NING ..
KAI ZHI , RACHEL , ZEN , ALLISON , STELLA , SIAU LING ..

I MISS YOU GUYss MUCH !!!

Recently in cinema got to promote some new movie to everyone ..
Yesterday just went to cinema to watch " The Legend Of Chen Zhen " with my cutie housemates , Benny N Irene ..
This movie quit nice .. THUMBS UP *
To Be Honest, I'm not really interest to HONG KONG movies ..
Because sometimes the HK movies very boring and "No HEAD No TAIL" at the END ..
BUT ...
I have to say .. the " Action Movie " in HK are the BEST what ..

And the Next movie that I hope to watch is " Charlie St. Cloud " ..

CHARLIE ST. CLOUD
This movie is a romantic drama starring Zac Efron as a young man who survives an accident that let him see the world in a unique way . In this emotionally charged story , he begin a romantic journey in which his embraces the dark realities of the past while discovering the transformative power of love .








Latest Update ..

Saturday, June 19, 2010

THE END !!!

Holiday in Kampar is finish already, now I already in KL now. I feel bored here, so miss my Kampar friends. through these few day I can imagine that study in Kampar TARC is a very enjoy moment, Because Kampar student like to have a drink in the middle at night or spending time in cyber cafe. I like their life style a lot.. ^^

I did a lot of thing these few day in Kampar.. such as, met up with friends, took a lot of photos with friends, have drink in the middle of night and watch World Cup football match with friends went to Westlake, went to IPOH for movie .. cooking maggie at friend house and celebrate dumpling festival with friends also.. AND the much important thing is.. I'm receiving a message that tell about I had pass my Tour Exam in the Tourist Guide course .. that's means I can go to Tourism Department to do registration on 24 of June 2010.. hahahaha^^

I'm so happy about that I pass and doesn't waste time and money in the pass 6 month in KL.. I'm success and hope GOD may bless me will having a good journey in my future !!! Hope I can settle everything by myself in future.. I have to grow up to be more confident and independent..

Will going to Melaka on next saturday.. So, have to save money and energy on that day coming..hehehe^^ And I gonna stop blog here because I feel boring with typing.. See again, BYE ~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

FINALLY ~~






Finally, I had finish my exam and graduated .. I'm missing my course mates so much.. because they have teach me a lot and I gain more knowledge from them. Although that I'm happy that I done in COACH yesterday but don't know why I feel moody, maybe is because my routine of my daily life have changing a lot.. ( No class , No more " GeBoh " , No chicken rice , and supper after class with them ) ..

Where you guys going?? I miss your and hope can meet you guys everyday.. So happy in these few month, I grew up more and knew to settle the problem when its boom up on me. ( Alan , Elton, Benjamin, Michelle, Maggie, Voon , WeiWei, Jack , ChingYi, Regine, Jessica, Apple, Filex, Marcus and Alex ) you all are my very important part in my LIFE.. I LOVE YOUR that appear in my life when in a correct time. Thanks GOD that had let me knew them.. MUACKss !!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Stress- ING

Tourist Guide course is gonna end. This few week keep study and revision for final exam coming. I have 4 subject in final exam that is writing paper 1 & 2 , Coach , Slide and Oral. I have just done my trial writing exam last week, and just finished my Coach trial this morning.. I'm sad because I did bad in the coach and I felt scared and nervous when i stand at infront of the bus. When I looking at my teacher, she seems very terrible and fierce. At last, teacher had gave a chance to retake the coach in bus before end. I have to study hard about it , By the way I heard my teacher and friends said like to see when I'm standing infront of the bus to perform with a kindly smile. ^^

12 days to go, then I will going finish my course in GIT. I'm enjoying the time with my course mates because they bring a lot of fun to us and I have knew some good man that they help me a lot and care me a lot. Benjamin, Michelle, Elton, Filex , Apple, Maggie, Voon, Wei Wei, Regine, Jessica, Alan, Jack, Ching Yi, Marcus, Alex... Thanks to all of you.. I'm happy that your appearing and bring me a lot of memory in my life. I hope after finish this course then we will keeping touch until the day end . And graduate in the tourist guide course together in a same badge and get the tourist guide license. HAHAHA~~ ( EVIL laugh )

Thanks GOD that you let me learnt more in life and do the very best in my life. Although I still having a long journey but I believe that I can do well and prove to my family that I did it and prove to those who are look me down always ~~

I feel tired today, but I'm enjoying with it and have to continue my revision from now.. So, stop it here and drop the coming next blog after finish final exam..

muackss~~

5:58pm
CHUAN

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Holly~~ Finally I have done my 2 mission in a week. Firstly that I done is I'm success to guide my customers to ZOO NEGARA for visit yesterday. I'm nervous for it, but I had put more effort and confidence on it. So, I'm success and felt happy because that was my first job in my life.. VEE~~

Secondly is I went for my Cabin Crew interview this early morning, I'm feel happy and not sad because of i failed ..Why I said so?? Although I failed in the interview, but I have gained a lot of experience and confidence on it..

WoW~~ and thanks for my parents and friends that support me always..kekekeke^^

Monday, March 22, 2010

Blogging NOW!!!

Long time didn't update my blog. it because I'm quite busy in this few month, i went back to hometown for celebrated chinese new year, rushed assignment at home everyday, went out with friends often.. I'm start nervous.. because I gonna have my first job on this weekend.. ( be a tour guide to bring primary school students to ZOO NEGARA for a visit on 27th of march ) and after the day 28th of march I will going to interview SINGAPORE AIRLINE to be steward.. 真是:“ 一山还有一山高 ” ...

After March then I have to start to prepare my final exam on 16th April for my coach exam and 20th April , writing exam..after that, i got to go back to Perak TARC for my resit..

I'm gonna [[ CRAZY ]]..

Monday, January 4, 2010

剪爱!!!

朋友们,为什么你们一而在再而三的问我是否已不是单身?? 这个问题真的很让我不懂如何得去回答你们呢!!! 因为我也不懂到底我们是在什么关系当中,这个问题真的在缠绕着我...一直在等待姻缘的我为什么突然觉得那再也不重要了??

我应该感到开心才对不是吗??我的头脑不停的在问自己同一个问题..为什么不去面对现实呢??难得现在有一个那么好的机会,为什么不去尝试呢??

我现在的心情很烦和不懂要怎么去做!!! 有谁可以教教我啊!!! 现在,我本人在1 月5 日2010 年1 点24分的半夜,请求上帝帮帮我,而我也在这时候祈祷..

我知道我所祈求的都是错的,可是我没办法..我试了很多办法去把她给忘记,刚开始是成功的,可是没想到她渐渐的走进了我的心了!!! 感情是没有分对与错,不是吗??

这个人真的让我觉得很伤心,我不敢和我好的朋友分享,就连自己也接受不到,所以我就选择了让神来决定!!!

主啊!!! 求你赐我一个充满着智慧的头脑,好让我可以好好的去想和解决这问题,别再让这问题出现!!!

晚安了大家!!!


Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone~~
2009 is over, And 2010 is my new challenging..

I'm so happy that can celebrated New Year with my friends and that I had grew up more..look more mature and confident..BUT got a bit sad, it because I'm already "21" ..

Still remember when 1st time I went to KL for study is last year May 2009 and that time I was just a " Kampung Boy"..APA PUN TAK TAHU..But now, I had learn to be strong, independent, reality and somemore.. I have my choice, My future , My dreams..

What I want in 2010??
1st..I hope that I can graduate in Tourist Guide..
2nd.. Got a chance to interview to be a Steward on flight..
3rd.. Wish my parents, cousin and all my friends , happy always & healthy always!!!

Yesterday I had went out for lunch with my cousin and my best friend to celebrate our last lunch in 2009 afternoon.. and the next is, Went to Puchong for Japenese style"Shabu Shabu" and then, we went to a highway to looking for Firework and last we went to PUB at "The Curve"..it is so perfect..

And Last is today was the first day of 2010..today is holiday and it also is my primary school's friend birthday..wish her " HAPPY BIRTHDAY" and happy always in my blog here..^^