I want Freedom :(

I'm not really willing to leave here.

BUT , I have no choice ..

My parent keeps calling me go home every time when they dial to me.

I not wish to quarrel with my parents because of this question anymore.

So...

I just listen to what they plan to me and ask me to do ...

Maybe, It is because that got some reason that make me not willing to go..

✭ I wish to have more time to get closer to him/her.

✭ All my friend are here , If I stay alone at the new strange place , really make me lonely and cranky.

✭ In this moment , I not really ready to have a New Life. ( If GOD really want me to have New Life in Sabah, then I just follow your words)

✭ I Love my church now. ( I worry when in Sabah , my parents not allow me to go to church anymore. Or else , hard to satisfied with the church )

✭ No more fella play L4D with me , no more outing with Cg members or joking with me.

✭ I don't want to be a bird that without wings , freedom ..

To: GOD PaPa ..

Papa , I'm falling in a trap recently.

I can't even control myself to stop to imagine when not around me..

all the NICE or BAD memories keep flashing in my mind..

Sometimes is sweet , Sometimes is annoy and Sometimes is angry ..

What's next ??

HOHOHO ~ Merry Christmas

End of 2010 is near..

And 2011 is " COMING " ..

after 5 days is CHRISTMAS DAY..

after 11 days is NEW YEAR EVE..

I really like Christmas very much..

Because can receive a lot of the Christmas greet and presents from parents, friends ..

Yesterday was the last cell group in 2010..

Is really happy because we celebrated Birthday to James & Silver..

we've some discussion about

" What We Learnt From This Few Month In 2010"

" What We Appreciate To Our Saviour "

" What Ways To Correct The Next Coming Drama on 2011"

and also

" Where To Celebrate The Christmas Meal"

Those are the question we discuss about ..

♥

Hooray ,

Coming Wednesday is our cell group dating !!!

And coming Saturday is our last performance in Church

in Christmas day..

Yesterday was Sunday ..

I've been to KLCC for dinner with Steve and Danny after finished Drama practice ..

Sushi meal as dinner is Nice and Tasty , But EXPENSIVE ..

all the Sushi cost us RM83.10 ..

After meal we went to capture with the Purple Christmas decoration at the centre hall..

When I walked to centre , suddenly all the Last Friday memories pop up from my mind.

Because Last Friday I went to KLCC with Fish and Hillary for gathered..

and we had went to the same place to took photos..

The time with Hillary and Fish is really killing ME !!!

Because they will totally affect me to be Rude and Crazy.. hahahaXD

but I LOVE THEM MUCH

( that's my REAL ATTITUDE what ..)

Let's ROCK for JESUS ~ ♥

12 of December 2010______♥_______ SUNNY DAY_______♥_______ HAPPY =)

Family pic :) left to right : rainbow (Emily) , ah Xu ( Steve) , Nanny ( Chuan)

Steve and I ... ♥

Mandy and I .. ♥

me, Emily and Mandy .. ♥

Angel , Rainbow girl , Nanny , TauFu Uncle

FINALLY .. we've done well in the Christmas event yesterday.

everything gone smoothly and full of blessing..

and we felt Nervous and Excited yesterday, because everyone one of us who involved in the Christmas Event are waiting for the day came and spread gospel to those who are not Christian yet on the party..

First time we organized the Christmas event. And we did well in everything, We organized Bazaar in church to own money for the Christmas event. We did the Christmas event's equipment in the whole November ( tired but ENJOY =D) , we do practice every Sunday after sunday service .. we stayed in church and rehearsal.

WE JUST WAITING FOR TODAY.. 11 of Dec

11 of DECEMBER 2010

Yesterday , everyone one of us went to church to decorated the party hall and rehearsal for the last time of the Drama. Afterward , we have a prayer meeting before the party start.. Before the party start , everyone had a nice dressed up and have make up..

Nanny's Look :D

OF course I'm the one who had the most terrible make up look. Because I'm the NANNY in the drama.. :)

* Long and Black eyes shadow ..

* Long Eye lash ..

* Sexy red lip..

* Sexy short wig ..

* G cup breast ..

* Purple Sarong wear ..

* DARK MOLE ~

Thanks to LORD and my family & friends.

Because they support me and bless me in the drama.. some of them came to see my performance in the party yesterday.

EVERYONE LET'S ROCK FOR GOD !!!

Because the pastor that service in our church told us that we had a very good job last night , so wish to invite us to have a DRAMA PERFORMANCE again on the Christmas day 25 of Dec 2010 .

Emma tired♥

Emma Tired..

I slept at 4am yesterday..

BUT ..

woke up in 8:30am morning..

to prepare to church for SUNDAY SERVICE !!!

I LOVE SUNDAE ..

because every sunday is only for GOD !!!

And yet, I had do the same things as last week..

But..

I more enjoy in the rehearsal today..

everything gone not very well to WELL

some mistake kept appear around in the rehearsal..

FORTUNATELY..

in the end, everything gone smooth and GOOD..

I'm enjoy today ..

because I have dressed up myself to look more match with my character..

" 奶妈 " = " MILK MOM "

it's so funny when I saw my look..

Black eyes cat.. with BIG BREAST !!!

and wear PURPLE's SARONG..

Look ELEGANT !!!

whatever !!!

hahahahaa =D

What we did in church today ..

* rehearsal for 3 times..

* took our LUNCH and DINNER in church today..

* everyone PRAY HARD for the Christmas Event..

* listened to the messages from Pastor Yee from philiphines..

and MORE MORE MORE !!!

here I pray is ..

God father , here I Wish that all of us who are joining to do service in this Christmas Event , can have a good challenge , learn to have a good communicate with partners , improve in sing , improve in the acting for Drama , have a good Decoration for the Christmas scene in Church for the Christmas night.. Everyone of us can transform to more powerful , energy, friendly and attracted . Wish can bring more people to come and a lots to do .. Thanks God for blessing.. AMEN!!!

EVERYONE , FIGHTING !!!

We do our BEST, GOD will do the REST !!!

woow, woow, woow ~

DECEMBER is here ..

Finally I'm blogging here again.. : HELLO EVERYONE ~ ♥
I spoiled my Lovely lappy.. and now I have no more Lappy to Blog , MSN , Facebook and ....eventhrough I'm free ..
I'm so boring at home everyday..
I really wish that would have a new Lappy to play or some activities to do ..

DECEMBER ..

Finally , DECEMBER is here.. every Christian are waiting for this month for every year..
And I'm the one also.. ^^
I LOVE DECEMBER because I can get some present , celebrate Christmas and also will make me imagine How good if I travel to a Winter place to celebrate Christmas with my beloved and family or friends.. =) ( really hope this dreams will come true to me in one day )

Tomorrow will have the first day of Drama rehearser after finish sunday service in CLC church..
Quite a bit nervous and excited if I have a fully make up and dress up like a Aunty.. hahahaXD
Will I look pretty or Ugly??
just wait for my next Blog.. i will add some photos of my make up photos and some memories of the rehearser.

Since the first day of december 2010 untill today, I really done a lot of thing in these day..
* went to Sunway to celebrated my best friend's birthday ..
* went to Pub for BEER.. ( I had no drunk on that day .. thanks GOD Blessing)
* went to "FULL HOUSE" restaurant for the birthday's dinner.. ( my dreams restaurant that I wish can go one day) =)
* Sang K in Red Box (release stress and enjoy the time with friends)
* knew more friends in Sunway area.. ( they are quite friendly and 38..)
* Promoted the Christmas Event in TARC !!!
* Booked Flight Ticket under the pouring rain when rushed to do something very Urgent !!!
* went to Jusco with the two cutiest bro and sis = Terence and Peisi , to bought RED colour clothes and went to saloon to have a new hair cut !!!
* DO-ING drama's equip ...

JUST LIKE RAINING DAY ... !!!

1st Anniversary with GOD and CFM members ♥

很高兴，很轻松，很充实的一天啊 ♥ 因为今天是神所订的日子。AMEN !!!
每个星期日都要留在教会里排练那圣诞布道会的歌舞剧。
今天也不例外。而且今天还有特别为神做的任务，那就是跑腿去genting klang 那做布道会的宣传。
虽然感到很累，但是开心，起码有再次让我学习如何为神做事。
我们小组里的组员都分为好几个队伍。
其中我就被派和STEVE (猪八戒) CHARMEN (沙吾静) KOK MUN (唐三藏)而我就是那可爱又调皮的(顺吾空)为一组。哈哈哈
好可爱的一个组合唷。
在这任务当中我们彼此都有带有分工合作和喜悦神的心来对待这过程。最让我难以忘记的就是我们行走那天桥共有４遍　，　感觉就像在考验我们的体力和忍耐力。
最后我们４人还是一起挨过了一切的考验。感谢主，AMEN !!!

今天也很让我开心的是，我们最幽默和最有智慧的 QUESTER FUFU 又长大一岁了，万岁！！！
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU , QUESTER !!! veet veet ..
而且这一天也是我到来信义会和认识小组的弟兄姐妹们的第一年周年纪念！　
没想到我已在这教会和这小组里活了１年。
我很爱“神”，当然也爱小组里的弟兄姐妹们，因为我相信这都是神所差派到我身边来改变我的人。
我爱你们！！！
（突然又想起你们那可爱的脸蛋，好想你们噢）Ｔ^Ｔ

前几天所做过的事。
星期六：我到教会里练习歌舞剧至到下午，过后在晚上就到了“细菌先生”家去练习我个人的戏剧部分（奶妈）。这位细菌很用心的教导我而且还逗我笑得见牙不见眼。哈哈哈XD 真的很感谢神赐我这位老师来我身旁。

星期四和五：我的最爱“电脑”坏掉了。没有电影，没有上网，没有聊天，没有传送照片!!! 有够闷的，咳！　电脑，没有你的日子里，我会更加珍惜自己。

终于和多年不见面的姑姑见面了！
真的有够想念的，因为还记得以前小时候的我时常拿着电话不停的跟在西马求学的姑姑要买漂亮的“笔”。没想到一眨眼就已是十几年前的事。而现在这姑姑都嫁到沙捞越去，而且还在那教书当老师，因为这姑姑不但漂亮和聪明而且还很疼我呢！哈哈哈。

前几天姑姑和她的家人就约我在MID VALLEY 见面，没想到当我看见她时，突然感觉时间真的不留人，因为不少的皱纹已深深的出现在她脸上，让我看见很心疼。而另外也让我知道我已不是当年要姑姑买笔给我的那小朋友了。=(

姑姑，我会不断为你和你的家人天天祷告，求主保守你们一家人健康，喜乐和平安。愿神保守你们，赐福于你们。AMEN !!!
　
最近在我身边不少的朋友也遇到不愉快的事。
祈求天父爸爸，不断地保守我身边的朋友和我家人呀！因为他们都是我身边的全部，当然天父也不例外。保守大家健康，快乐，平安。AMEN !!!

祷告是最容易亲近“神”的其中一个方法，因为“神”不但会听我们的祷告而且还会大大赐予我们，所以想认识“上帝”就从最简单的步骤开始吧，朋友们！加油呀！

Lost Then Found ◕ ‿ ◕

GOOD NEWs , GOOD NEWs ..

The one always Laugh , Crazy and Smart people has already come back ..

Who is he ..?? XOXO ~
Is he Jay Chou .. ?? LeeHom ..?? Or JJ Lin ..??

"NO" .. all are wrong..

He is " LIAW TECK CHUAN ".. veet veet ~~

The one always get moody , jealousy and angry has gone..
because our " GOD " saved him from the trap of Evil ..

So , what " Chuan " would like to say is .. " Thanks to GOD that always take care of him and also his lovely family and friends " ..

And Now ，I would like to pass this to the NEW＂ｃｈｕａｎ＂to continue ..

WOW ~ Thanks for everyone support me here .. Finally I'm back ..

I'm happy and feel grateful .. Because my lovely GOD has send his love heaven's army to my side when the time I'm sad and facing trouble ..

He saved me in the trap .. He wake me up when I feel want to give up.. He clean my tears .. He listen to my complain .. He never fail me ... He love me .. He treat me good all the time..

Who is HE ??

He is GOD , He is the one who dead on the cross because of our criminal !!!

I'm appreciate to GOD that always listen to my pray and comfort me when I hiding to cry .. He is really fantastic and gorgeous ..

I'm the new born baby ... I want to have a different life .. I want to depend on GOD ..

So, I promise to GOD that I must Gospel to my dearest family, friends and world !!! Wish that I can fulfill my promise to GOD , but before I do gospel to my dearest , I must have to prepare well for myself and also GOD.

Do read BIBLE and PRAY always :)

Don't broke promise .. Because this is very urgent to me...

In conclusion is , I lost for 2 week more but then found back by GOD .. So THANKS GOD !!! LOVE ya ..