我好难过啊！！！

突然间，我觉得很难过。感觉很寂寞还有在感情上开始让我糊思乱想！！！
我今天到底是怎么了。。为什么一着在乱想？？
我不懂为什么讲不出口，感觉好像不懂和人类勾通。。
直到我想把心里的话语一五一十的在MSN上找朋友讲出来的时后， 突然间他停止了我们的话题， 所以我也没有讲出来。。为什么他不回我？？ 是不是他还在生我的气？？还是我们之间有什么误会？？
我知道在我们之间以多出了一道无形的墙了！！！
我真的很想和你可以在像以前一样有什么心事都一起分享。可是现在再也没有这机会了。因为你对我这朋友已冷淡了。。
是不是每一个人都会有被抛弃的一天呢？？
是不是错了就不可能像从前一样了呢？

我是真的希望你能原谅我！！！

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这都是我刚刚在想的事情。。希望明天会更好 。。还有希望我可以把所有的烦恼一次过通通都冲进马桶里！！！

我决定了的事！！！

对不起大家。我很难过有其事当我面对着这一堆问题时！！！

问题：

1。这几天我一着在想我是否应该继续留在金宝吗？？
2。我的电脑课目到底考的怎样呢？？
3。我应不应该停止“酒店管理”这课目吗？？
4。这星期四我应该去报名吗？？

我终于找到了我想要得！！！

1。我会继续留在金宝完成学业。。（希望不会随意的改变自己想法）
2。我在早上一起床连忙扑前电脑上网查看。我电脑课目及格了。终于没有让我家人再次失 望！！！
3。妈妈劝服我不要随意放弃，不妨在往前一步， 可能会学会更多的东西和经验！！！
4。我一定要去，因为前途就在我手上。一定要尝试，不然将来后悔已太迟。。

我在也没有烦脑了。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

2 month ago!!!

Apologize about long time didn't update my blog..i'm very sorry about it..

But finally i can update my blog in the middle of the night ..it because i was staying at my friend house, so i try to use this free time to update it..

still remember last updated blogger is on 2 month ago...but this time i must spend this time to write all my happy & unhappy things that i met in this 2 month such as: wen hui's birthday, knew new friends , went to KL for a visit, celebrated with Annie, Alvin went to Kampar here for a visited...and more..Tomorrow i will having a barbeque in Kampar dataran..hahaha~~ So excited..

New Updates~~

YOYOYO~~

sorry for late update ya..haiz~~ recently so busy with my stuff a...
yesterday i had went to PJ for attended a lecturer a...so rushed the time...aiyo~~

And this coming sunday i have to go to IPOH for watching Transformer in cinema in Parade!!!
and also support my friend called 'Lance Cheong' for the KBox singing competition!!!

Melilea have a new product yea!!! that is masks..i will buy this product because i heard some people said this is a nice and useful..If interested with the mask can call me and get more information from me~~

Stop here lo!!! BYe Bye~~

早起的虫儿死得早~~

你们知不知道早起的虫儿为什么会早死吗？

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解答~~
因为早起的鸟儿把虫儿都吃的光光。

今天早上我和朋友们又做了一件傻事，那就是在太阳未身起的五点， 走路去旧街场的巴刹吃早餐！在走路的当儿，我们一路上还拍了许多的照片，真让人觉得不知所措~~

当我们在准备要动餐时，才发觉原来桌上有不少的食物了。早餐后，我们就到处走走， 不久后我们又开始我们的行程从旧街场走回家去。过后就大睡至到下午才醒过来。。

接直就到了晚上，独自在家吃晚餐过后就光临电脑室里上网。。一天有过了， 时间过得真快。。而我又渐渐的老了。。

我相信在班上再也没有其他的人比我跟老了。。二十岁的我，什么也没有。。

嗨~~

NEW Update

Oh..my GOD~~finally i update my blog..really a long time didn't update my blog since the time that i still had my holiday in KL with my dude~~

haiz..my cert result came out already..i felt dissapointed because i failed my mathematic and can't promote to diploma..it make me sad and lost confident..But since that day i heard siaw pei said she will continue her study until she can clear all the subject and promote to diploma..so i decided i must be strong and don't waste my parents money and won't make them dissapointed anymore. I WILL CONTINUE TO STUDY AND STAY BACK IN KAMPAR!!! I WON'T GIVE UP EASILY..

Tomorrow will be a sadness day to me..because my dude (Desnod Kee Zhao An) will left us..cause he with draw and go penang to learn cook to be chef.. I feel sad, but i tell to myself..i can't be selfish..everyone having their choice and way to go..So I can't make him pressure and promise myself that must give hima memorable moment to him..Hope after he go will having a good future and may god bless him..

MATHEMATIC is my enemy..started from now..I must study hard and work hard~~I tell myself i can't defeat in math anymore..i must clear the math in this coming exam..i want promote to diploma..this is my dream..Hope my wish will come true!!!

Grandpap..bless me ya~~

Friday

Yesterday i had bring annie went out to meet my friends..They are wen kian and lik wai..We met at Time Square but we went to Sg.Wang for shopping!!! We started our shopping journey from the upper floor ro the lower ground floor..After that I had went to Pavillion for visit the Clinique shop and make a appointment with the worker of Clinique ( Susan Khau ) on the coming next monday..

After that, we had went to many shop to look for some TEE and took photo at the lobby there..Around 6pm..we had went to Mc.Donald for supper and chit chat..Then we continued shopping untill 8pm more only annie and I willing to went home.. After home, annie and I went to eat then went to cyber for played a Lan Game called " Left 4 Dead"..

Around 2am, annie and i went house and saw her housmates and her brother sitted on floor and drink "Tequilla"..Tequilla is type of Spirit..this kind of spirit had 40% alcohol and its must drink with "coke" or lemon slice or salt..

after the gathered, they all went room to sleep, and me just stay at lobby there chit chat with annie until 5am more...Those moments was i spending for yesterday!!!