I want Freedom :(

I'm not really willing to leave here.

BUT , I have no choice ..

My parent keeps calling me go home every time when they dial to me.

I not wish to quarrel with my parents because of this question anymore.

So...

I just listen to what they plan to me and ask me to do ...

Maybe, It is because that got some reason that make me not willing to go..

✭ I wish to have more time to get closer to him/her.

✭ All my friend are here , If I stay alone at the new strange place , really make me lonely and cranky.

✭ In this moment , I not really ready to have a New Life. ( If GOD really want me to have New Life in Sabah, then I just follow your words)

✭ I Love my church now. ( I worry when in Sabah , my parents not allow me to go to church anymore. Or else , hard to satisfied with the church )

✭ No more fella play L4D with me , no more outing with Cg members or joking with me.

✭ I don't want to be a bird that without wings , freedom ..

To: GOD PaPa ..

Papa , I'm falling in a trap recently.

I can't even control myself to stop to imagine when not around me..

all the NICE or BAD memories keep flashing in my mind..

Sometimes is sweet , Sometimes is annoy and Sometimes is angry ..

What's next ??

HOHOHO ~ Merry Christmas

End of 2010 is near..

And 2011 is " COMING " ..

after 5 days is CHRISTMAS DAY..

after 11 days is NEW YEAR EVE..

I really like Christmas very much..

Because can receive a lot of the Christmas greet and presents from parents, friends ..

Yesterday was the last cell group in 2010..

Is really happy because we celebrated Birthday to James & Silver..

we've some discussion about

" What We Learnt From This Few Month In 2010"

" What We Appreciate To Our Saviour "

" What Ways To Correct The Next Coming Drama on 2011"

and also

" Where To Celebrate The Christmas Meal"

Those are the question we discuss about ..

♥

Hooray ,

Coming Wednesday is our cell group dating !!!

And coming Saturday is our last performance in Church

in Christmas day..

Yesterday was Sunday ..

I've been to KLCC for dinner with Steve and Danny after finished Drama practice ..

Sushi meal as dinner is Nice and Tasty , But EXPENSIVE ..

all the Sushi cost us RM83.10 ..

After meal we went to capture with the Purple Christmas decoration at the centre hall..

When I walked to centre , suddenly all the Last Friday memories pop up from my mind.

Because Last Friday I went to KLCC with Fish and Hillary for gathered..

and we had went to the same place to took photos..

The time with Hillary and Fish is really killing ME !!!

Because they will totally affect me to be Rude and Crazy.. hahahaXD

but I LOVE THEM MUCH

( that's my REAL ATTITUDE what ..)

Let's ROCK for JESUS ~ ♥

12 of December 2010______♥_______ SUNNY DAY_______♥_______ HAPPY =)

Family pic :) left to right : rainbow (Emily) , ah Xu ( Steve) , Nanny ( Chuan)

Steve and I ... ♥

Mandy and I .. ♥

me, Emily and Mandy .. ♥

Angel , Rainbow girl , Nanny , TauFu Uncle

FINALLY .. we've done well in the Christmas event yesterday.

everything gone smoothly and full of blessing..

and we felt Nervous and Excited yesterday, because everyone one of us who involved in the Christmas Event are waiting for the day came and spread gospel to those who are not Christian yet on the party..

First time we organized the Christmas event. And we did well in everything, We organized Bazaar in church to own money for the Christmas event. We did the Christmas event's equipment in the whole November ( tired but ENJOY =D) , we do practice every Sunday after sunday service .. we stayed in church and rehearsal.

WE JUST WAITING FOR TODAY.. 11 of Dec

11 of DECEMBER 2010

Yesterday , everyone one of us went to church to decorated the party hall and rehearsal for the last time of the Drama. Afterward , we have a prayer meeting before the party start.. Before the party start , everyone had a nice dressed up and have make up..

Nanny's Look :D

OF course I'm the one who had the most terrible make up look. Because I'm the NANNY in the drama.. :)

* Long and Black eyes shadow ..

* Long Eye lash ..

* Sexy red lip..

* Sexy short wig ..

* G cup breast ..

* Purple Sarong wear ..

* DARK MOLE ~

Thanks to LORD and my family & friends.

Because they support me and bless me in the drama.. some of them came to see my performance in the party yesterday.

EVERYONE LET'S ROCK FOR GOD !!!

Because the pastor that service in our church told us that we had a very good job last night , so wish to invite us to have a DRAMA PERFORMANCE again on the Christmas day 25 of Dec 2010 .

Emma tired♥

Emma Tired..

I slept at 4am yesterday..

BUT ..

woke up in 8:30am morning..

to prepare to church for SUNDAY SERVICE !!!

I LOVE SUNDAE ..

because every sunday is only for GOD !!!

And yet, I had do the same things as last week..

But..

I more enjoy in the rehearsal today..

everything gone not very well to WELL

some mistake kept appear around in the rehearsal..

FORTUNATELY..

in the end, everything gone smooth and GOOD..

I'm enjoy today ..

because I have dressed up myself to look more match with my character..

" 奶妈 " = " MILK MOM "

it's so funny when I saw my look..

Black eyes cat.. with BIG BREAST !!!

and wear PURPLE's SARONG..

Look ELEGANT !!!

whatever !!!

hahahahaa =D

What we did in church today ..

* rehearsal for 3 times..

* took our LUNCH and DINNER in church today..

* everyone PRAY HARD for the Christmas Event..

* listened to the messages from Pastor Yee from philiphines..

and MORE MORE MORE !!!

here I pray is ..

God father , here I Wish that all of us who are joining to do service in this Christmas Event , can have a good challenge , learn to have a good communicate with partners , improve in sing , improve in the acting for Drama , have a good Decoration for the Christmas scene in Church for the Christmas night.. Everyone of us can transform to more powerful , energy, friendly and attracted . Wish can bring more people to come and a lots to do .. Thanks God for blessing.. AMEN!!!

EVERYONE , FIGHTING !!!

We do our BEST, GOD will do the REST !!!

woow, woow, woow ~

DECEMBER is here ..

Finally I'm blogging here again.. : HELLO EVERYONE ~ ♥
I spoiled my Lovely lappy.. and now I have no more Lappy to Blog , MSN , Facebook and ....eventhrough I'm free ..
I'm so boring at home everyday..
I really wish that would have a new Lappy to play or some activities to do ..

DECEMBER ..

Finally , DECEMBER is here.. every Christian are waiting for this month for every year..
And I'm the one also.. ^^
I LOVE DECEMBER because I can get some present , celebrate Christmas and also will make me imagine How good if I travel to a Winter place to celebrate Christmas with my beloved and family or friends.. =) ( really hope this dreams will come true to me in one day )

Tomorrow will have the first day of Drama rehearser after finish sunday service in CLC church..
Quite a bit nervous and excited if I have a fully make up and dress up like a Aunty.. hahahaXD
Will I look pretty or Ugly??
just wait for my next Blog.. i will add some photos of my make up photos and some memories of the rehearser.

Since the first day of december 2010 untill today, I really done a lot of thing in these day..
* went to Sunway to celebrated my best friend's birthday ..
* went to Pub for BEER.. ( I had no drunk on that day .. thanks GOD Blessing)
* went to "FULL HOUSE" restaurant for the birthday's dinner.. ( my dreams restaurant that I wish can go one day) =)
* Sang K in Red Box (release stress and enjoy the time with friends)
* knew more friends in Sunway area.. ( they are quite friendly and 38..)
* Promoted the Christmas Event in TARC !!!
* Booked Flight Ticket under the pouring rain when rushed to do something very Urgent !!!
* went to Jusco with the two cutiest bro and sis = Terence and Peisi , to bought RED colour clothes and went to saloon to have a new hair cut !!!
* DO-ING drama's equip ...

JUST LIKE RAINING DAY ... !!!