Monday, January 4, 2010

剪爱!!!

朋友们,为什么你们一而在再而三的问我是否已不是单身?? 这个问题真的很让我不懂如何得去回答你们呢!!! 因为我也不懂到底我们是在什么关系当中,这个问题真的在缠绕着我...一直在等待姻缘的我为什么突然觉得那再也不重要了??

我应该感到开心才对不是吗??我的头脑不停的在问自己同一个问题..为什么不去面对现实呢??难得现在有一个那么好的机会,为什么不去尝试呢??

我现在的心情很烦和不懂要怎么去做!!! 有谁可以教教我啊!!! 现在,我本人在1 月5 日2010 年1 点24分的半夜,请求上帝帮帮我,而我也在这时候祈祷..

我知道我所祈求的都是错的,可是我没办法..我试了很多办法去把她给忘记,刚开始是成功的,可是没想到她渐渐的走进了我的心了!!! 感情是没有分对与错,不是吗??

这个人真的让我觉得很伤心,我不敢和我好的朋友分享,就连自己也接受不到,所以我就选择了让神来决定!!!

主啊!!! 求你赐我一个充满着智慧的头脑,好让我可以好好的去想和解决这问题,别再让这问题出现!!!

晚安了大家!!!


Friday, January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone~~
2009 is over, And 2010 is my new challenging..

I'm so happy that can celebrated New Year with my friends and that I had grew up more..look more mature and confident..BUT got a bit sad, it because I'm already "21" ..

Still remember when 1st time I went to KL for study is last year May 2009 and that time I was just a " Kampung Boy"..APA PUN TAK TAHU..But now, I had learn to be strong, independent, reality and somemore.. I have my choice, My future , My dreams..

What I want in 2010??
1st..I hope that I can graduate in Tourist Guide..
2nd.. Got a chance to interview to be a Steward on flight..
3rd.. Wish my parents, cousin and all my friends , happy always & healthy always!!!

Yesterday I had went out for lunch with my cousin and my best friend to celebrate our last lunch in 2009 afternoon.. and the next is, Went to Puchong for Japenese style"Shabu Shabu" and then, we went to a highway to looking for Firework and last we went to PUB at "The Curve"..it is so perfect..

And Last is today was the first day of 2010..today is holiday and it also is my primary school's friend birthday..wish her " HAPPY BIRTHDAY" and happy always in my blog here..^^